i never needed pain, i never needed strain-

So what's LOVE t you? Is it th ultimate feeling of comfort u get when u think of tht particular someone? Or is it counted by th number of days, months, years u've been together?

I knew i love you cos i feel lost when u're not around, i feel restless when i don't get t hear frm u, tht ur opinions meant so much t me, tht i'm willing t sacrifice. And knew i love you so much tht i'd rather hd my emotions tortured and when it hurts too much, i'd rather kill myself t end th pain when u don't actually care.

I admit i cry ALOT. And i'm a pussy. But for tht, u'll never ever understand why cos u won't let urself.

" Love has nothing t do with what you're expecting t get, it's what you're expected t give - which is everything."

So what if i gave everything but i tend t lose everything in th end? I'm torn between what was and what could have.